End .. 2yr and 339day relationship juz gone .. vanish into thin air .. my heart is worse than getting heart attack ... worse than a gun bullet shot thru ... worse than been ramped over by a train .. worse than anything in this world .. its so pain .. so pain tt im having difficulty gasping for air .. its worse than my childhood asthma attack .. it feel like im stuck in a box w/o air .. im dead .. realli dead ..